The Ice Queen
sarah y says:
I can't act. Sigh.
J says:
But you can act as ice queen.
sarah y says:
Blek.
>.<
J's worst nightmare comes when I give him a silent treatment.
When tempers flare, absolute silence proceeds.
He will try to talk to me. Just to listen to his own echo.
He will say “I’m sorry”. But sorry for what?
He will try to be a clown to make me laugh. I hate clowns.
He will then sulk. Sad. Dejected. Depressed.
And I will start to feel guilty for being so cold.
In fact, he’s pretty good in making me suffer from guilty pangs.
Ish. Stupide boy.
*Spank*
Anger is like a volcano that spewed molten lava.
It is not hot cum shots of some twink cuties.
So just leave it alone?
Do nothing?
Or what?
Sometimes you can see that someone is not happy about something.
But what is that something?
You can’t take back the words.
Nor your actions.
And doing nothing doesn’t mean you don’t give a rat’s ass about the matter. Maybe you just don’t know what to do?
I think anger is like a Blinking Red Light.
You’re approaching an intersection and the lights are blinking red in all four directions.
So what should you do?
Once, I was the driver, and I totally ignore the lights and pushed the accelerator all the way to the floor.
I knew I was wrong.
I can't act. Sigh.
J says:
But you can act as ice queen.
sarah y says:
Blek.
>.<
J's worst nightmare comes when I give him a silent treatment.
When tempers flare, absolute silence proceeds.
He will try to talk to me. Just to listen to his own echo.
He will say “I’m sorry”. But sorry for what?
He will try to be a clown to make me laugh. I hate clowns.
He will then sulk. Sad. Dejected. Depressed.
And I will start to feel guilty for being so cold.
In fact, he’s pretty good in making me suffer from guilty pangs.
Ish. Stupide boy.
*Spank*
Anger is like a volcano that spewed molten lava.
It is not hot cum shots of some twink cuties.
So just leave it alone?
Do nothing?
Or what?
Sometimes you can see that someone is not happy about something.
But what is that something?
You can’t take back the words.
Nor your actions.
And doing nothing doesn’t mean you don’t give a rat’s ass about the matter. Maybe you just don’t know what to do?
I think anger is like a Blinking Red Light.
You’re approaching an intersection and the lights are blinking red in all four directions.
So what should you do?
Once, I was the driver, and I totally ignore the lights and pushed the accelerator all the way to the floor.
I knew I was wrong.
posted by sarah y at 4:46 PM
8 Comments:
Yes, you can't take back your words or actions, but what you can do is to rectify things. You may not know what to do, but simple gestures like just honestly saying I'm sorry, even though it might not seem to help, it is at least better than doing nothing.
You feel guilty. You wanna make things right. But you don't know what to do. So you just leave it as it is? True, being silent does not mean you don't care, but the simple fact is, people need to hear words of comfort, or better still, actions.
You cannot turn back the time, but you can make amends, and you can make sure you do not repeat your mistake. Yes it is hard, particularly if you are in anger, but always keep in mind that your words will be accountable. Think of the 'nail the fence' story the next time you get mad. And the most important thing is to never give up. Even though you fail to control yourself this time, you can try the next. Never ever say it's over for me. I'm like this, I will always bang the red lights.
Just my 2 cents. :D Hope I didn't go overboard.
Wow.
This is long.
The longest ever comment!
Hee.
"I'm like this, I will always bang the red lights."
You said that after all the positive things you've mentioned?
I thought ignoring the red lights means you don't give a damn even though you know that someone is mad at you?
Eh.. sorry >.<
What I meant was:
Never ever say "it's over for me. I'm like this, I will always bang the red lights."
You need to believe in yourself, that you can improve. If you don't, there's no point trying.
^_^
I do envy people who has positive attitudes.
I know I don't.
But to change yourself ain't easy.
I knew I was wrong when MK was mad at me for like half a year?
And yet words just somehow refused to get out of my mouth.
But luckily things did fall right into places after that.
Phew.
wah....sarah u should pay fish le
he wrote an article for you...
keke
I love my ice queen!
By the way, she's my hot babe usually.
Only at times she turns icy cool.
2 dots of pink on my cheeks.
*blush*
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